Some days it just doesn’t click. I do not know why. Maybe it is when I am not fully present or maybe not in tune, could that be the same thing? Some days it doesn’t reach even half the way, it is not close to getting there. When life suddenly becomes challenging, when it is turned up side down, plans are pushed aside, ambitions put on hold and priorities shifted. Survival mode is turned on, and then rest and healing is in first place. In these phases I believe it to be important to try when time and energy allows it. Even though it doesn’t feel right, the strokes feel awkward and the colors are off, I believe trying is important because it reminds us of the side of ourselves that we have but might have forgotten about in the adversity, that side of us that… is in tune, that lets her shoulders down, doesn’t try to push against but allows what is, sees and truly sees what is, is sensitive and feels it all.